Speechless

Nowadays i got nothing to share
dono is because of you or wat
my friend tell me
he say:暗恋一个人其实是更让自己有进一步失望的机率
    与其快快跟他告白好过你每天白白的等!!!
Ya u might be right
but the thing is
i dint hav enough courage to do so
now im sure she noe the whole thing
how dare i can talk to her face by face!!!
n i feel like
she try to avoid me n ignore me
but she say she dint
wat can i do?
but acualy i think all is my fault
whenever i saw her
i jus try to pretent i dint saw her
because i din hav the courage to face her
my f***king weakness is talking or facing to girl
now even my cousin also noe this that i like her
which mean that...GG
speechless
i think is the rite time to let her go
m i rite?